Friday, December 10, 2004

My Insecurities

I am expecting huge changes in my pay structure next year.
Quota for next year is incredibly high.
My friend has just resigned from his job.

Maybe it was too early to have gotten the car.
Just made myself more "insecure" , and more "fearful" for my job.
If I do not like the changes next year, will I have the guts and strength to "take a risk" ?

Long time ago, tried to reduce financial commitments, so as to reduce my stress and "freedom" in jobs. Procrastinating and trying to stop myself from buying cars and house and stuff.

Now that I have done the deed, I can actually feel it instead of just imagining it.

Lesson in life : Sometimes it pays to really listen to the logical side of you. You don't have to try everything once.

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